Author Archives: emmaramey16

Wow, two years already. It was two years ago today that I was told the news that changed my life forever. The news that I wouldn’t be leaving the hospital for a few days because I had a little unwanted friend camped up in my brain. December 30th, 2021 was the day I thought theContinue reading “Recovery”

Today’s the day, the day we or at least I, have been dreading for the longest time now. Today is treatment day. To say I haven’t been putting on a brave face would be a lie, everyone has been congratulating me on how strong and tough and brave I am but in truth, and I’mContinue reading “Treatment”

I find it funny how inspiration strikes at any given time it sees fit. I just wrote a blog the other day after having struggled for a couple months with only being able to post once a month with a good post, now just a few days after my latest I suddenly find myself backContinue reading “Adjustments”

So, here we are again. The beginning of a new month, you awaiting to read what I have to say of my “adventures” from the past 30 days and me sitting here at my tablet unsure of how to start. There has definitely been a lot to say the least, I’m going to try andContinue reading “Overwhelmed”

Finally I am about to start treatment. I just got a call from the cancer clinic and am scheduled to have a meeting with a radiation oncologist and sign some papers to get me fully set up for the clinic. I’m a little nervous about it since I’ve gotten use to my routine of beingContinue reading “Next Steps”

I’ve come to realize it’s been about a month since I’ve posted, the reasoning? Well let’s just say my life the past two months has been full of so many ups and downs it’s honestly hard to keep track of. Right now I’m kind of in a downward part, not necessarily a spiral but ifContinue reading “Confusing Times”

So I just had my 6 week post op MRI, it went alright, I did everything I was suppose to and it was nothing fancy, I mean it was cause the machines are incredible but all I had to do was lay still so that was easy. Now comes the scary part, the unknown. IContinue reading “It’s Okay To Be Scared”

I guess it’s true what they say about taking everything day by day. I mean even just look at me now, I made my first blog post on the 15th of January and now twenty four hours later I feel SO much better. It was a hard morning for me and I needed to getContinue reading “Everyday”

I find myself back here again at 3 in the morning, why always 3? This morning however I am having a hard time with the pain. For those of you who know me know it takes a lot for me to cry, well this morning I’m in so much pain I’m in tears so clearlyContinue reading “Hard Time”

No one would ever expect to look back at their life at 21 and think about when you were little you’d never in a million years even begin to think yourself to be in this type of situation. Sitting here this morning I’m not really sure what to write but I feel like typing outContinue reading “From the Start”